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Chapter 31 · Act 3

What Varro Actually Believes

Dominic Varro filed his report at 11:17 PM.

The report was factual. That was his standard, and he'd maintained it for longer than most organizations that currently existed had been founded. He described the dinner: the offer, the contract, the refusal. The subsequent engagement—his term, which appeared in the official record, sanitized of any implication of miscalculation on his part, because Varro was a senior Consul and senior Consuls did not miscalculate in official documents. The engagement in the dining room, the pursuit team's deployment, the pursuit team's defeat. The General's capabilities. The angel's involvement. The current status of the Unclaimed: at large, coherence partially restored, location unknown.

He read it back. He added two lines: The Unclaimed's refusal of the contract appears principled rather than tactical. Recommend revised approach for secondary contact. The argument he made merits consideration.

He deleted the last sentence.

Then he sat in his office, which was on the third floor of the brownstone that housed both the private dining club and the Consulate's Toronto bureau, and he thought about what the Unclaimed had said.

I would be property under that contract. And I'm done being treated like something to be managed.

And: Owned things are sometimes cared for very well. It doesn't change what they are.

Varro was not in the habit of being wrong. He was also not in the habit of being surprised by his own wrongness when it arrived—he'd had too many centuries of practice at recognizing the shape of a genuine argument to confuse it with strategic posturing. The young man had not been making a move. He had been stating his position, which was his actual position, arrived at through his actual experience of his actual life, in the undecorated way of someone who had simply run out of patience for indirection.

The argument was sound. This annoyed Varro more than the dinner had.

He went to dinner—his dinner—which he ate with Rosa.


Their dining room was not the private one. It was a smaller room two floors up, with a window that looked onto Hazelton Avenue, and the food was nothing spectacular—Rosa ate human food, he ate from a refrigerated supply that the house kept stocked, they sat at opposite ends of a table that was slightly too long for two people and had been for as long as the table had been here.

"The ghost boy refused you," Rosa said. She wasn't looking at him; she was looking at her plate.

"He did."

"Principled or tactical?"

"I wrote principled in the report and then deleted it."

Rosa looked up. She had her mother's eyes, which was the thing about her face that Varro had never quite been able to accommodate—not because it made him sad, though it did, but because it made him uncertain, which was worse. "Why did you delete it?"

"Because principled refusals are harder to address than tactical ones."

"Because they're actually right."

Varro set down his glass. "The goal is right," he said. "The terms were wrong. There is a distinction."

"Is there."

He looked at her—at the specific quality of her expression, which was the expression of someone who had made up their mind about something and was waiting for the conversation to catch up. He'd seen this expression on her face before, always in the context of things that were about to become more complicated.

"Rosa."

"Tell me the goal," she said. "Tell me why. From the beginning."

He knew she knew. She'd heard it. But she was asking for a reason, and he'd been a lawyer—in three different legal systems, across four centuries—long enough to know that when someone asked you to explain something they already understood, they were asking you to hear yourself explain it.

He said: "We are dying." Flatly. Without self-pity, because self-pity was not a tool he kept in his inventory. "Not slowly. Forty years ago the conversion rate for new vampires was viable—not comfortable, but viable. Human belief sustained us. The old compact: they feared us in a way that was real, that had weight, that made us real in return. Now—" he paused. "You know what they do with vampires now."

"Movies," Rosa said.

"Entertainment. Halloween costumes. They're not afraid of us. They're fond of us. Fond is not sustaining. Fond is what you feel for something that is no longer threatening, which means no longer real, which means—" He made a small gesture. "In fifty years, the older members of this house will simply stop being able to maintain themselves. The qi that holds them together requires belief of a specific kind, and that belief is abandoning us. Not because anyone decided to. Because the world changed, and we didn't, and the old compact broke."

Rosa said, quietly: "And the jiangshi research is survival."

"Yes."

"Without consent. Without engagement with the traditions you're researching. Without asking."

"We asked the ghost boy."

"You asked him to be property. That's not asking."

Varro was quiet.

"My mother was Chinese," Rosa said. She said it without accusation—flatly, in the way of someone stating a fact they have held for a long time and have decided to put on the table now. "She married into this house. She gave you thirty years of access to Chinese cultural practices, ritual traditions, ancestral connections. And you studied her the way you study a specimen. You were kind to her. You cared for her. And you treated her like data."

Varro said: "She never objected."

"She didn't know how to object." Rosa set down her fork. "There might be another way."

"You have been talking to the ghost boy."

"He refused you and he was right."

Long silence.

Varro picked up his glass. Set it down. Said: "He was right about the terms. The goal is still correct." He said this the way a man said something he needed to remain true.

Rosa looked at him for a moment. Then she pushed back her chair, set her napkin on the table, and said: "I need to think," and left the room.

Varro sat alone in the slightly-too-long dining room.

After a while, he opened the folder that had been sitting at the corner of his desk since last week—the file they had received from a third party in September, the one the Consulate had accepted in exchange for certain technical documents from their archive regarding bell mechanics and corpse command interfaces. He had been using the information it contained as a background resource. A context piece. Leverage in the ongoing situation with the Unclaimed.

He had not thought of it as particularly significant, as an ethical matter.

He was beginning to think about it differently.

The file contained detailed information about Wei Liang Chen's death. Not the official record—the actual record. The mechanics of how it had been arranged. The specific thing the car had been doing on the waterfront bike path at 2:47 AM on a Tuesday.

Arranged. Not accident.

Varro closed the file.

He sat in the silence of the slightly-too-long dining room and considered whether the goal was still correct.

He had not decided by the time the night was over.