Lily Chen did not use social media. She had a Facebook account that a younger coworker had helped her set up in 2011 to see photos of her nephew's children in Hong Kong, and she checked it perhaps four times a year. She did not have Instagram or TikTok or any of the platforms that were currently hosting seventeen versions of a grainy video she had never seen.
Mrs. Lam showed it to her.
Mrs. Lam worked the industrial pressing machine at the dry cleaner on Tuesday and Thursday mornings. The shop always smelled of hot steam, perchloroethylene, and the sharp static of fresh plastic garment bags. It was a grounded, chemical reality that Lily understood perfectly. Mrs. Lam was a reliable source of neighborhood information, recipe suggestions, and Cantonese-language gossip that Lily could follow at a rate of about sixty percent over the hiss of the steam press. She had shown the video to Lily on her phone, right there between a wedding dress bagged in plastic and a rack of men's dress shirts, holding the screen out under the harsh fluorescent lights.
Lily had watched it twice with her reading glasses on.
She could not explain, afterward, why she thought the shape in the video—the translucent man-shape, the figure whose edges blurred against the concrete of the Port Lands—was her son. She had no supernatural sight. She could not see ghosts and had never claimed to. She had burned paper money at Wei's grandfather's grave because her own mother had done it and her grandmother before that, but she would not have called herself religious. She would have been slightly offended by the implication, would have said I have practical concerns in a tone that closed the conversation.
But looking at the screen, she recognized the slope of the shoulders. The specific, exhausted angle of the neck. You do not spend twenty-nine years watching a person walk into a room and not know their silhouette, even when the silhouette is made of static.
She watched the video twice. She said nothing. The steam press hissed in the background. She handed the phone back to Mrs. Lam and said, "Very strange," which was the thing she said when she didn't have words for the real thing. Mrs. Lam agreed, sliding the phone into her apron. Mrs. Lam moved on to the topic of her daughter-in-law's renovation choices.
Lily finished her shift at noon. She took the bus home, staring out the window at the gray slush of Scarborough streets without seeing it.
The worst part of the last few days had not been grief. Grief was a heavy, solid object that you could carry. What she had was ambiguous loss, which was not an object at all, but a freezing, exhausting holding pattern. The police had only said he was missing. A hit-and-run on his bike path. The water had been dragged, but the currents were fast. He was missing. Missing meant she still jumped every time the phone rang, but dreaded picking it up.
She ate a bowl of instant noodles in her small kitchen because she had not been sleeping well, and the logistics of cooking a real meal felt like a mountain she couldn't climb. She sat at the kitchen table and did not look at her phone, which had Wei's number still saved in it under Wei (Do Not Call After 3am) because she had added the note herself as a joke three years ago when he kept working strange shifts.
She had not been able to bring herself to delete the note. Or the number.
She went to the bedroom and opened the bottom drawer in the nightstand. The ancestor tablet was at the back, wrapped in soft cloth—a small wooden thing, painted red and gold, the kind her mother had kept. Lily had always told herself it was for decoration, or for the dead who were properly dead, her parents' generation. Not for the living-missing. Not for someone who might just be busy, might have lost his phone, might have reasons for not calling that she was trying very hard not to think about too clearly.
She ran her thumb over the smooth, painted wood.
She took out the incense she kept with it. Three sticks, the thin kind, sandalwood, purchased at a temple supply shop on Sheppard Avenue two years ago for the anniversary of her father's death and never quite used up. They still smelled faintly of dry timber and spice.
She did not have a proper bronze holder. She used a small ceramic rice cup she'd brought from the kitchen, packed the bottom with a pinch of uncooked jasmine rice to provide weight, and pushed the three sticks in until they stood upright.
She struck a match, the sulfur sharp in the small bedroom, and lit them. She blew out the flame, leaving three glowing red cherries of heat.
She stood back.
She said, quietly: "Wei."
She did not know exactly what she was doing. She was not praying—not formally, not to any celestial court or underworld magistrate she could name. She was doing what her hands knew how to do when language ran out. She was saying her son's name in the direction of something that might listen, throwing a line into the dark water.
The incense burned. The fragrant smoke went sideways in the draft from under the window, curling toward the ceiling.
She did not expect anything.
In the ghost layer, which overlapped the physical world like a photographic double-exposure, a thread appeared.
Not a metaphor. An actual thread, visible to anyone with the right sight—thin as a single strand of spider silk, gold as a struck match, running from a point in the air above Lily Chen's nightstand northeast through three kilometers of Scarborough streets, crossing the GO train tracks at Kennedy, passing through the wall of a Tim Hortons and then a Korean grocery and then three blocks of dense residential, until it arrived at Madam Zhao's back room and ended at the chest of a ghost who was sitting with a bowl of rice he couldn't taste.
The thread arrived like a match struck in a dark room.
Wei felt it before he understood it. A warmth that was not warmth—an orientation, a direction, a sudden, blinding knowledge of north that had nothing to do with navigation and everything to do with the fact that someone who loved him was saying his name with intent.
He couldn't smell incense. He shouldn't have been able to smell anything; he was dead. The sensory receptors for smell were rotting at the bottom of the harbour. But the thread carried something anyway, bypassing physiology entirely.
It carried a memory of a kitchen. The specific smell of his mother's apartment when she cooked—jasmine rice, the sharp tang of the dried tangerine peel she kept in a glass jar, and the floral soap she'd used for his entire life. A smell so particular to his childhood that he had stopped noticing it when he was alive, the way you stop noticing the smell of your own house.
He noticed it now with an acuity that was almost physical violence. The sensory data flooded his ghost-form, overwhelmingly real, drowning out the ambient spiritual static of the city.
He set the rice bowl down on the prep counter. His hand was shaking.
He did not open his eyes for thirty seconds.
In the dark behind his eyelids, there was just the smell, the golden thread, and the name she'd said—one syllable, his name, the first name she'd given him, the name that was not Wei-as-in-the-department-filing but Wei as in my son, I am looking for you.
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He felt his ghost-form do something it had not done since the first night. It settled. He wasn't solidified—he still didn't have a heartbeat, still wasn't warm to the touch, still couldn't taste the rice. But the edges of him stopped being quite so uncertain. The perpetual feeling of being pulled apart by the city's currents ceased. He was less like a weak radio signal on a bad connection and more like a photograph held steady.
He opened his eyes. The world looked sharper.
Granduncle Bo was watching him from across the room with an expression Wei could not read, which was unusual; Granduncle Bo usually wore his opinions on his face like business signage.
"She burned incense," Wei said, his voice thick.
"I know," Bo said.
"She doesn't know I'm dead."
"I know."
"She just—" He stopped. He swallowed something hard that his ghost-physiology should not have been capable of producing. "She just said my name."
Granduncle Bo was quiet for a long moment. This was the most unusual thing he had done in twenty-two years of being dead, which was a very long time to be a ghost who commented on everything.
"She always said your name like it meant something," he said finally, which was the closest thing to sentiment he was capable of, and which was more than enough.
Wei didn't say anything. He looked at the rice bowl and thought about a kitchen on Sheppard Avenue and three sticks of sandalwood incense and a woman who had done the thing anyway, with no evidence it would reach anyone, because some things you do with your hands when language runs out. He thought: This is what I am made of. This is the entire thing.